speaknolies:

I’m already envious of you. What you’re soon to have in front of you is one of the most legit guy’s that I’ve ever met. He express’s his heart in the most eloquent way, showing us how he’d treat you. He speaks as if you’re the most beautiful woman in the world, like no other woman can compare to you. He tells us that he’d treat you as if you are a princess. No not even; as if you are a queen. He tells us that he loves you with all his heart & that he’d never do anything to hurt you. How he will always be there for you no matter what. He show’s that he’ll always be there to listen, to be the shoulder for you to cry on, & the guy who’ll understand what you’re going through. How he’s going to be the guy to pursue you no matter what; always doing those cute little things just to prove to you he’s like no other guy. That he’s never going to forget an anniversary, birthday, or special event. That he’s going to be the guy to take all your pain away.

He’s coming soon, I don’t know exactly when. But when he does, hold onto him tight because what you have there is what every other girl is wishing for.

An actual “good guy”.

I want to be rid of him. I have finally fallen out of love but he wont go away. of course right as I decide to lose every chance of us being together again, he suddenly wants me more than anything and wants to make it work. he says that hes changed but i dont believe him. do i have trust issues? yes. it is partially his fault? yes. is his family rude to me? of course. same with his friends. >.<  I cant stand him most of the time. he drives me bonkers.

speaknolies:

“Things tend to change within time
So now I think it’s time for me to say what’s on my mind
See the sparkle in your eyes makes it hard to deny
That I can see a star without looking in the sky
Laying next to you gets me twisted and tangled
Listening to your breathing is like I’m hearing whispers from an angel.”

-him

I truly am sorry for not responding and posting for the past 2-3 weeks. I’m currently going through an emotional roller coaster. From school, to family, to financial problems, its rather overwhelming. I’m trying to catch up with all the advice emails. I currently have 700 + so sorry for the spamming on your dashboard. 

I am available to give direct advice. I’m currently on MSN messenger so if you need to talk or just let it out contact me on:

letyourheartspeak@live.com

Also I’ve been getting a lot of: whats your identity, who are you, how can I get to know you type of questions so I’ve put up my own personal tumblr up.

Want to get to know me? Follow me on : speaknolies.tumblr.com

Thanks for following, hope to meet you guys soon (:

 There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t love you. You’re my best friend and if I do move this fall I don’t know what I’m going to do without you. But I’m not thinking about that right now, I’m going to enjoy all the time I do have with you. You’ve always been there for me even after we broke up. I don’t care if we ever date again or if we ever get married like we planned; just too always have you in my life is good enough for me. Life has taught me to “take what you can, give nothing back.” as so eloquently put by Mr. Gibbs and captain jack sparrow. ;) I love you so much and I want you to know that no matter what, I will always be there for me, because you’ve always been there for me. You’ve been the sunshine in my life these past couple months, and I’d hate to see where I’d be without you. I love you :)